Just about to go home and the snow began to fall. We missed all the snow last week so this is the first snow of the year for me, it looks beautiful but I'm not looking forward to going out into it, to make matters worse I got a flat tyre on my bike this morning and had to borrow my boyfriends, which is difficult enough as it is to ride as it's too big so I shall not even risk it in the snow, I'll have to walk. Having a bad day today, feeling very delicate and taking everything personally, (even the snow!) my flat tyre caused floods of tears this morning and I still haven't quite recovered, I'm just being stupid I know but thats what it's like being a girl sometimes, there is just no escaping these damned emotions.
Christmas is coming all too fast for my liking and I'm neither emotionally or financially prepared for it. My partner and I are having to spend it apart this year as we both need to spend it with our families, I hate being apart at Christmas it just feels wrong. I'm hopefully going to make it up north for New Year to be with him but even thats looking dubious as our financial situation is so dire. Oh god I'm just moaning again, terribly sorry, I'm going to shut up now, if you haven't got anything good to say don't say anything at all, thats my moto, should stick to it more often!